Where was God today? How many people have asked that question through the ages? From young parents losing a child, to victims of the horrors of war, to young teenagers having their hearts broken for the first time, almost all of us have wondered where God was when the pain came. When Jesus hung on the cross, His detractors asked similar questions, “He saved others, let Him save Himself,” they said, “If you are the Son of God, save yourself and come down from the cross.” Jesus’ only response, if it can be considered a response, came as He quoted psalm 22 before His death, “Eloi, Eloi, lamma sabacthani!” Translated “My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken me!” The crowds who heard him misheard his words and thought he was calling for Elijah (Eloi and Elijah being pronounced similarly enough in Aramaic that when a crucified man screamed them they could be confused). Thinking that he was calling for Elijah they gave Jesus one last chance, “Let’s see if Elijah comes to take Him down.” While they may have misheard Jesus’ words, they misinterpreted what was happening on the cross. They thought the only evidence of God’s action in the crucifixion would have been if Jesus was taken down from the cross.
Likewise we only see God’s hand when he takes us down from our little crosses. When He spares our child, gives us the grade, provides for our budget, or heals our disease. In 2 Cor 5:19, Paul says “In Christ, God was reconciling the world to Himself, not counting people’s sins against them.” What Paul is saying is that God was not less present in Jesus’ abandonment on the cross, but by leaving Jesus on the cross to the death, He was more present and more active than at any time in history. God was there, in the abandoned Christ, working redemption and forgiveness. Where was God on Good Friday? He was in not only in heaven, judging our sins in the man Christ Jesus, but He was in Christ, atoning for us through His sinless life and death. He was there at the cross glorifying Himself more than He has in any healing, military victory, or miraculous delivery. The God we worship is not only present when we are delivered and relieved, but He is ever so much more present through our suffering and pain, working a redemption better than we ever could have hoped for.